It was actually the last blog where I said that I based a portion of my blogs based off of secrets from PostSecret. But today I'm going to break the mold. I was listening to one of my favorite songs about ten minutes ago. And the lyrics just kind of hit me. The artist is the friend of a boy from South Carolina that me and Jenny are in LOVE with. Heh heh. They do music videos of techno songs that are absolutely hilarious! Anyways, this kid is pretty talented. If you have me on Myspace, it's the fourth song on my playlist. Well the end of the song is what caught my attention. I don't think I've ever listened to it 100% all the way through, so the end never really sunk in.
Lets wait for the nightlight
Your eyes feel the fright
And i will still hold you, things will all be alright
Let's soar through the nations while we play pretend
I am so happy to call you my best friend
I'm best friends with this guy I've been off and on with. It's kind of a weird relationship. We can go from hating each other to laughing about some old inside joke in two seconds flat. I have to say I adore the boy. It's like no matter what happens with us, we can act like it never happened and just push past the awkwardness. I've been through everything with him. And I do mean everything. Haha. You wouldn't get it. He knows things about me I'm too scared to tell Tarsi or even Jenny. I could call him at 3 a.m crying and expect to hear his car pulling over the gravel in ten minutes time. If you looked up loyal this boy would be right there, his big cheesy grin flashing through the page. He doesn't know how much I depend on him to be there. I think I take him for granted. If he were to pack up and move, my whole world would fall apart. That sounds incredibly selfish, but it's true.
