Random Talking.

You know how I just talked about what happened to me last Friday night? The really dumb and stupid thing I did? Somehow it's ended up over school, and I now have people asking me what happened. I can only blame myself since I told a couple people about it. But what the fuck was I thinking when I thought I could trust them? I just want to know....

Today I watched one of my all time favorite movies, Say Anything which stars John Cusack, who is probably one of my favorite actors. But I swear that movie always makes me feel so hurt no matter how much I adore it. I don't believe in love so it's kind of hard to take romance movies, like this one and other of my favorites, seriously. Being a very strong pessimist makes being with optimistic people difficult. And they make up a majority of my friends. A lot of my buds have a special someone to share life with and I just can't seem to hold down a guy. I meet a nice guy and it's great at first. But then I usually screw it up somehow. My point, and I do have one, is I want to know why can't my life turn out to be like the movies just once?

One of these days I'm going to bitch out Mr. Witt, my annoying shit of a biology teacher. Now I'm one of those weird kids that can actually enjoy school if given the chance. But he just takes not doing anything to a whole other level. All we do is take notes from the book, have him review our homework, and assign new homework that takes twenty hours to complete. Oh and we have like one test a month and ALL of our tests seem like a final. No, that's a lie. I liked the one today because it was super easy. But also the second one in less then a week. This time I'm trying to say the man doesn't do shit. We end up having to teach ourselves and it takes the fun out of it. Biology is kind of interesting and I normally hate anything to do with science... But he is just asdfghjkl; No words can describe the torture this man ensues upon us. It's hard to understand unless you've personally dealt with him. And in my opinion he looks like a child molester.